I'm still not sure if I'm going to make this my emo blog. But after the first blog it's like I now HAVE to make it about the things that come up whenever I become upset.
The thing is that if I do that I'll only ever write when I AM upset. Which really doesn't happen too often. Soooo what do I do if I want to write happy go lucky stuff? hmm??
Oh whatever, I'll just put it all on this blog :)
Current things on my mind. DnD.
I like it, and I finished drawing my character but I'm not too pleased with it since the head came out too big for the body. (or did the body come out too small for the head?)
I started Aaron's character but he hasn't given me much description yet so I just have an outline of what it will be.
My character's name is Maerad and she has purple hair :)
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Sometimes the things I avoid thinking about rush in at me all at once. I have several topics in mind for this blog already. Whenever this happens reading is not enough to escape them, so I do something creative like drawing. I'm not too good at it but it provides a nice distraction.
When that's not enough, well I write them down. Usually I delete whatever I have written or throw away the paper.
It's like pulling out the memories and storing them away inside a pensieve.* But I can't risk other people finding it so I get rid of them after a while. This process will usually help but obviously things keep coming back so maybe if I keep them on this website and just never tell the people I know about it...well maybe it will still help me feel better. And besides, if some internet dweller decides to read this, well, who cares? I don't know you and your opinions don't matter to me. What's there to lose?*Harry Potter references ftw?
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