The weather here is horrible (at least compared to what it normally is) everything is completely iced over and school was cancelled today and will be again tomorrow. This is good for my drawing but still creates massive amounts of boredom. And I had a headache all day until I caved in and took a freakin' aspirin.
Things that have been on my mind lately:
1.The Ex
2.Friend who appeared in a dream last night
3.And the boy who asks strange things of me
4.Also playradioplay(great band, you should check them, him? out)
Reasons for thinking about these things:
1. Well, I saw the Ex yesterday, because...I told him I was bored. Maybe not a good idea but he picked me up from school and we played mario party for a couple of hours. It was nice I guess. But confusing about how I feel about him. Like him more? yeah. Has he changed? yeah. For better or worse? Neither. Both. Worse. I don't know.
2. So my dreams are usually like a movie. Sometimes it's in third person, sometimes in first but it's always some long story filled with action and impossible physics. A law of physics is almost always broken. This particular dream featured a strange elevator that was so fast it was basically a teleport and running up flights of stairs at an unrealistic speed. Anyways, it also featured me kissing a friend of mine who I don't have any feelings for. And it bothers me mostly because my sense of touch is heightened in dreams. Soo it's like I actually know what it would be like to kiss him. o.O
3. This boy. Asks strange things from me. It's a little disturbing and makes me wonder what will happen between us in the future when I have my own apartment. It depends on a lot of things but with him there it could turn out really good or really bad. I'll just have to wait and see, but you know, like two or three years.
4. Playradioplay is from Texas and I'm listening to it right now. 'Tis really good. Here's some lyrics for you.
You were the best thing summer gave me,
Better than silence and no school,
No curfew and no rules.
I was the last thing you expected,
To become part of your life.
To become part of your life.
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